Han Hae Bi is now One year old..

Alhamdulillah...

Dah setahun Allah pinjam kan HaeBi dekat eomma sekeluarga.. hee...
kejap je rasanya masa berlalu..

dulu.. besar tapak tgn jeeee...

sekarang....

besar sepuluh tapak tangan pun belum tentu.. hehehe..

gaya terteleng2 tu maintain.. ahha..

Eomma selalu doa semoga Allah pinjamkan HaeBi lebih lama dkt eomma.. supaya HaeBi sentiasa sihat2 je...sentiasa dilindungi.. dan semoga urusan kita dipermudahkan...

amin... doakn untuk kami juga tau ^^


malam tadi eomma buat party birthday.. kekeke.. party la sangat.. ade dua makhluk je join sbb eomma x selera nk makan kek birthday HaeBi tu.. haha..

hee.. Happy Birthday HaeBi...
Eomma n HeeBum will always love u.. walapun HaeBi suka lepuk2 kitrg... esp HeeBum.. hee.. :D


Luv,
Eomma :D
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Budak terlebih manja..

as usual.. yang terlebih mnja n mengada mestilah... HaeBi..

pagi tadi kan.. masa Eomma nk pergi kerja.. HaeBi ni dok la nanges.. nanges.. nanges.. aigooo.. sblum eomma siap2 nk g kerja mmg da pelok cium siap2 dah..

pastu eomma da siap cun2 HaeBi ni still lagi dok nanges..nanges..nanges.. huhuhu..
eomma pun g la amik dukong.. pelok2.. tengok2 apa masalah dia..
heebum rilex aje.. aigoo.. drama betol dak HaeBi ni...

sudahnya habis penuh bulu shawl eomma g keje pagi ni... huhuhu..

dak haebi ni mmg sangat sangat sangat la kuat menyendeng.. heee..

bila balik kerja.. kita nk baring rest2.. dia pun sibuk nak join.. :D

comparekan heebum n haebi kt bawah ni.. ha.. tgk haebi tu.. nak tanak.. tangan dia msti nak pegang kita.. huuuu...

yang untungnya.. kalau nak grooming cuci telinga ke.. mata ke.. mulut ke.. 

Haebi la paling senang...

kita pelok je dia cmni... cm pangku baby tu...

ha.. pstu proses la muka ngn telinga dia.. hehee

dia x kisah.. slagi dpt kena pelok.. 

ok sekarang da rindu.. nak balik opisss cepatttt... :D

Luv,

Eomma :D

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Just like a tattoo....

Everyone has their own breaking heart story..
and here i share mine....

as i keep on dreaming you lately.. i guess.. i have to let it out here....
and i hope that no one will judge me on what happening... ;(

i really do miss u syg...... i really do.. as i keep on dreaming about u.. i know that u still in my heart.. and i know that i still miss u...

 this is where i met u for the first time..

i dunno how or when or who.. but i met u with an injured leg.. still with blood...

the second time i met u.. i know, i have to do something..

the look in ur eyes.. i still remember it.... :(

with help from mama n mummy from Kittyworld..

 we bring u to the vet...

riding a scooter.. 

heeeee..as a student.. this is the only things that we can afford ;)

 

but then.. something happens at the vet makes me no longer brings u to the vet..

so.. i bring u to the human clinic.. heee :)

Alhamdulillah.. the human Dr willingly to treat u even it is not in his job scope.. :D

 as day goes by...... 

we do the routine to the clinic.. riding a scooter ^^

u're getting healthier.. healthier.. and happier i hope.. ;)

 

i keep on applying minyak gamat asli to your leg..

didn't even care with all the scratches u gave me..

praying hard, smoga ur skin will grow and will be able to cover up the exposed bone.

 even many people said that it is impossible.. but i still... 

keep on trying..

keep on praying..

cause i know.. i will have to leave u for a while one day... :(

so i hope.. when the day comes.. u will be able to take care of urself..

u will able to find food by ur own..

cause i will no longer there.. i have to go.. 

 

 

and Alhamdulillah sayang..

our prayers have been answered.. :')

ur skin has grown and covered the exposed bone..

even u cant walk like u used to be.. 

but i know.. this is much better is it?

and the day comes... i had to leave u.....

im sorry sayang... but i have to.. i've tried everything..

i ask u to wait for me.. 

just wait until i become stable and i will definitely brings u home..

 but luck was not with us... the day where i become stable and when the time comes for me to bring u home..

u're no longer there..

im sorry i make u wait that long..

im sorry..

up till now.. i still do feel the guiltiness..

i hope u forgive me..

i hope u're happy now..

Rest In Peace my sayang Tigger..

I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you

luv,

the brokenhearted Eomma ;(

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Rajin kan budak-budak ni.. :D

 Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah.. :)

dipermudahkan urusan kami oleh Allah.. finally Eomma dapat juga kerja yang ok dan dkt dengan rumah.. hehehehe.. maka, hari2 leh la eomma duduk dgn budak-budak ni.. sbb eomma duduk rumah family unnie.. so dkt sgt ngn ofis.. weeknd plak.. eomma pergi kelas belajar budak-budak leh mtk tlg cousin eomma jagakan..

ingat lagi masa eomma kerja jauh.. terpaksa tinggalkan dorg dkt cousin eomma.. tiap2 mlm nangis.. tsk2..
ada sekali tu.. sampai hampir sebulan x dapat balik jumpa dorng sbb kerja n assingmnt yang melampau2 byk nye...

bela kucing ni.. kita perlukan komitmen yang sangat tinggi..bila terpaksa minta tolong dan mengharap kat orang lain.. mmg berat sgt rasa.. mcm2 rasa ada.. kesian sgt kt cousin eomma.. nasib baik ada dia.. jase dia jage budak2 ni mmg eomma xkan boleh balas... huuu.. smpi naik penat mummy dkt KittyWorld tu dengar eomma tiap2 hari buat sesi luahan hati.. :P

mujur Eomma ada cousin yang sanggup jagakan dorg spjg tempoh 2 bulan eomma kerja jauh tu.. lama sgt rasanye.. tsk..tsk..tsk.. selalu pesan kt heebum n haebi.. doakan urusan kita ni dipermudahkan.. hee..Alhamdulillah ^^

selalu doa dengan Allah untuk yang terbaik.. insyaAllah.. percaya je pada Allah sbb Dia mmg thu mne yg terbaik :')

ok berbalik kepada cerita gembira.. hehehe.. so.. eomma pun dok mngemas la barang2..

ha.. tengok budak bedua ni.. sorg tolong buang habuk dekat storage tu.. da lama so byk habuk..
oke.. heebum incharge buang2 habuk..

nampak tak haebi tuuu dlm bilik air tu.. ha.. dia incharge bhgian lap2 storage tu dgn kain lmbab.. tu sbb sebok je nak masuk bilik air tuu.. hehehe

 

ok sekarang masa utk test kekukuhan storage ni...

sticker tu tulis Dolphin storage.. kekeke.. harap maklum.. mereka bukan Dolphin.. :D

ok Eomma.. kitorg dah siap kemas n check.. now Eomma da leh guna.. hehehe

Luv,

Eomma yang emo.. kekekekeke.. :P

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Kuat Menempek..

semestinya.. HaeBi.. hehehe..
kalau yang perangai pelik-pelik tu mmg sah la perangai si HaeBi.. :D

tak boleh lansung dia tengok eomma ke unnie ke sape2 pun la.. orang yang baru jumpa pun dia suka sibuk nak menempek.. nak-nak kalau kita tengah syokkkk je baring2.. nk tidur ataupun nk bangun waktu pagi2 tu..
sibuk je dia duduk menempek atas kita.. lepas tu.. purr purrr purrr.. mcm motorboat.. hehhee.. kalau dia tumpang duduk je takpe.. ni dia pun nk cium la.. nk tlg kisai2 rambut la.. nk ggt la.. nk jilat je.. aigooo.. sabar je la.. hehehe.. yang paling dia suka urut2... huhu.. dah la main pijak je kita ni ikut suka... berat dah lah 5 kg..

berikut merupakn bukti bergambar.. :D

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 buat muka tak bersalah aje... ish ish..

geraaaaaaammmmmmm.... hehehe

 

Luv,

 Eomma n Unnie yang sabar je lah ngan dak HaeBi ni.. hehehe :D

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