Everyone has their own breaking heart story..
and here i share mine....
as i keep on dreaming you lately.. i guess.. i have to let it out here....
and i hope that no one will judge me on what happening... ;(
i really do miss u syg...... i really do.. as i keep on dreaming about u.. i know that u still in my heart.. and i know that i still miss u...
this is where i met u for the first time..
i dunno how or when or who.. but i met u with an injured leg.. still with blood...
the second time i met u.. i know, i have to do something..
the look in ur eyes.. i still remember it.... :(
with help from mama n mummy from Kittyworld..
we bring u to the vet...
riding a scooter..
heeeee..as a student.. this is the only things that we can afford ;)
but then.. something happens at the vet makes me no longer brings u to the vet..
so.. i bring u to the human clinic.. heee :)
Alhamdulillah.. the human Dr willingly to treat u even it is not in his job scope.. :D
as day goes by......
we do the routine to the clinic.. riding a scooter ^^
u're getting healthier.. healthier.. and happier i hope.. ;)
i keep on applying minyak gamat asli to your leg..
didn't even care with all the scratches u gave me..
praying hard, smoga ur skin will grow and will be able to cover up the exposed bone.
even many people said that it is impossible.. but i still...
keep on trying..
keep on praying..
cause i know.. i will have to leave u for a while one day... :(
so i hope.. when the day comes.. u will be able to take care of urself..
u will able to find food by ur own..
cause i will no longer there.. i have to go..
and Alhamdulillah sayang..
our prayers have been answered.. :')
ur skin has grown and covered the exposed bone..
even u cant walk like u used to be..
but i know.. this is much better is it?
and the day comes... i had to leave u.....
im sorry sayang... but i have to.. i've tried everything..
i ask u to wait for me..
just wait until i become stable and i will definitely brings u home..
but luck was not with us... the day where i become stable and when the time comes for me to bring u home..
u're no longer there..
im sorry i make u wait that long..
im sorry..
up till now.. i still do feel the guiltiness..
i hope u forgive me..
i hope u're happy now..
Rest In Peace my sayang Tigger..
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
luv,
the brokenhearted Eomma ;(
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